Why...

So, yesterday, I went to One Utama with my beloved friends, KumFong, WeiXian, TiekYi, ZiHao and RenChii. Arcade, lunch, movie, walk about. The usual hangout stuff. Karr-Nn was supposed to come along but she ffk me. TT_TT

I was left alone with 5 guys. sighh~ but still, I had fun :D

THEN.......

The horror starts. We went to the cinema area to wait for the cinema room to open. I made a mistake by looking around. I turned to the back and WHAMM!!! There he was, standing there, with his group of friends AND also with his GF. Like wtf!? The minute I saw them, I stunned. Literally. I turned back pretending I didn't see anything. Told KumFong about it. But yeahh.. What can we do? The worse part about the whole situation was that idiot didn't even acknowledge me!! I knew he saw mw. Cos his gf was clearly looking at me. -.- And also, they were directly behind my friends and I, then they were directly in front of my friends and I. Ughh. Watched the same movie AND in the SAME cinema. x__x

Ughhh. Biatch! Damn beh song. You just don't stop ruining my life do you, Justin? pfft! >:[

*signing out*

Congratulations to U-KISS, Boyfriend, B1A4 and SHINee

So, recently there was an online voting award, "2011 SBS MTV Best of the Best Award" where fan clubs vote for their favourite groups~

Some of the winners are :

• Best New Artist - Boyfriend


• Artist of the Year - TVXQ


• Best Male - U-KISS


• Best Female - 2NE1


• Top Rival - Super Junior vs Big Bang


• Global Star - SHINee


• Boy Group - Big Bang


• Girl Group - SNSD


• Hot Debut Star - B1A4

So proud of ma boys!! :') Especially U-KISS!! After 3 yrs!! They finally won an award!! THe power of KissMes working together. U-KISS has ALOT of international fans. Sadly, Korean citizens don't see them the way we international KissMes do. But still, this is most probably the Best Day ever for KissMes all over the world!!!

축하해, 유키스, 보이프렌드, 샤이니 그리고 비원에이포 !! ♥♥ 대박!! ^^

~ KissMes, Bestfriends, Shawols and BANAs support you forever!! :')

U-KISS

Boyfriend

B1A4

SHINee

I'm Bored.

Yes, I'm here just to say ..

I'M BORED !!!!!!

....... OKAYHH. BYE.

*signning out*

New Addictions ♥♥

The first ever Japanese song/MV I'm addicted to,

1. U-KISS - Tick Tack

Christmas is coming soon~ ^^

1. Infinite - White Confession

2nd favourite Japanese song,

Super Junior - Snow White

Jung Il Woo - Someone Like You (Flower Boy Ramyun Shop OST)

내 맘 까지도 너 하나 이었는데. 더는 내 곁에 우리란건 없는데.
~ In my heart, there was only you. Now, there’s nothing between us anymore.

o(｡♥‿♥｡)o Il Woo oppa !!!!! =') You can act. You can sing. And your smile..... *sighhhh* You're smile says everything!! ^^ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy Birthday Grandma!! =)

Went to celebrate my grandma's birthday today. ^^ It was really funny cos just last week, my mum and my aunt were discussing about the date to bring my grandma out for lunch. Mum has always thought her birthday was on the 28th. Aunt has always thought her birthday was on the 18th. And dad thought her birthday was on the 21st. And according to my grandma's IC, her birthday is on the 14th. LOL!! Yes, that is how awesome my dad's side of the family is. xD

Was sooooo full from lunch.. >.< Ate like a pig. Om nom nom~ Heh. And also. For the first time in my life, I saw my dad use chopsticks to eat ......... cake.. -___- Like, wtf!!? Who on earth uses chopsticks to eat cake!!?? D: So weirdd~~ Lol..

Anywho, didn't do much today. After lunch, couldn't study cos there was a freaking lizard lurking around my study table. pfft! Hate that horrid creature. Ended up taking a 3 hrs nap. sighhhh~ It's as if SPM has been long gone over.. This is baddd... Study tomorrow!! ^^ Hopefully. Heh! Goodnight!! It's been a very 'tiring' day.. =P

*signing out*

25/11/11

Ahhh!!! Finally went out for a bit today.. =) Went to One Utama for lunch with my beloved 'namdongsaeng' (younger brother) Andrew and Jacq (who unfortunately ffk-ed us cos she was unwell.. sighh) !! Ate at this new restaurant, Chicago something-something. It's next to La Senza.. Heh!! The food there is AWESOME !! Worth trying it out. :D

Top Left : Andrew, SherWu,Me! ^^

Top Right : Some Grilled Dory Fish thingy, recommended by SherWu. *slurrp*

Bottom : DESSERT !! Cheeeeeeeeeeseeeeeee cakeeeeee~ =D

Well, the main purpose of us eating there was to disturb our other friend, Sher Wu who's working as a waiter there. Heh! Boy, was it fun.. ^^ But then, he was torturing me by asking me "So, how's SPM??" repeatedly.. sighhh.... =(

Went to the arcade before lunch with Andrew.. We played Daytona and Time Crisis 4~
And....... I OWNED HIM !!!!!! KWAHAHAHAHA!!!!! xD xD

Other than that, life was the usual.. Lunch. Tuition. Music Bank. Dinner. TV. TV. TV. TV. Second dinner. TV. And now, online. =) Gonna sleep soon though. Kinda wipe out. =)

And last but not least, today's a very special day for my beloved cousin all the way in Canada.. :D

생일 축하해, 사촌 !!! ♥♥

Have an awesome birthday~ Party hard!! ^^

*signing out*

Time flies when you're having fun!

Ahh.... It's going to be the end of November in just a few days time. =') Time really does fly. Too fast, if you ask me. So many things to do! So little time. =(

People often say, "Time flies when you are having fun!" Well, so far, NOP! I have NOT been having fun. Ughhhhh.. You stupid exams!! TT_TT Had Physics exam yesterday. Physics 1 and 2 were in the morning. Physics 3 was in the afternoon. And I ony had an hours sleep the night(or should I say morning) before!!! -__- I was on skype with my bro from all the way in UK. He was in a good mood and surprisingly kind enough to actually agree to teach me. Heh! So touched~ =')

Anywho, I'm brain dead already. Wednesday was Additional Mathematics exam. Thursday was Physics exam. pfft! What is the government trying to do? Kill us students right before we head to college? Tsk! But. I'm glad because,

"PHYSICS IS NOW OFFICIALLY GONE FOREVER IN MY LIFE!!!!" =D

Left another 2 more exam papers. Chemistry next Tuesday and the last paper, Biology next Wedneday. YAAY!!!!!! Then, gonna party till I drop before my exam results come out next year, sometime in March. TT_TT

*signing out*

U-KISS - Tick Tack !!!

Ahhhhh~ This song is just freaking amazing.. ♥♥♥♥♥ Can't wait for the full MV to be released!! =)

A Shoulder To Cry On~

Life is full of lots of up and downs,
And the distance feels further when you're headed for the ground,
And there is nothing more painful than to let you're feelings take you down.

It's so hard to know the way you feel inside,
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide,
But you might feel better if you let me walk with you by your side.

All of the times when everything is wrong,
And you're feeling like there's no use going on,
You can't give it up,
I hope you work it out and carry on.

Side by side,
With you till the end,
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand.
No matter what is said or done,
Our love will always continue on.

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on,
Everyone needs a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

I'll be your shoulder to cry on,
I'll be there,
I'll be a friend to rely on,
When the whole world is gone,
You won't be alone, cause I'll be there.

Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On.

Moral Values??

So, exactly what is the purpose of forcing all non-muslim students to memorize the full definition of all 36 moral values, word for word ?? Does that somehow make you think that it will make us be moral-fied?? pfft. Moral can't be taught through forcing students to memorize it word for word. That's just stupid.

Ah wells!! Tomorrow would be the last ever moral paper in my life!! ^^

*signing out*

Updated!!

Wow!! I just realised that my blog has not been updated for .... .. .... 7 months!! Heh! I've been to lazy to update it. I'm sorry. I wonder who still reads my blog.. 0__0

So, anyway. Here's a quick update since the last time I posted. In April. Haha!!

Hmm.. Let's see.

• May : Dad's birthday. Friend's birthday. Life as usual.


• June : Life as usual.


• July : Mid-year Exams. Life as usual.


• August : Bro's birthday. National Day. Bro's Farewell party. Life as usual.


• September : Bro left to study abroad on the same day my SPM Trials exam started. pfft!


• October : Mum's birthday. Life as usual.


• November : SPM EXAMINATION!!!!

Actually, I'm currently in the midst of my SPM Examination now. 4 papers down, 5 more to go. For some weirdly odd reason, I was more stressed and scared for my trials. As it is, I'm currently here, reviving my dead blog in the middle of my "major-important-last-highschool-examination" before I enter the college world. Yes, that's how NOT STRESSED I am. -___-

Well, there're ALOT of other things too.
Like, for instance, my ... (and I shall ENLARGE it) ...

"K-Pop"

craziness/ addiction/ obsession/ however-you-intend-to-describe-it .. ^^ But, I'll leave that out (yes, i'm very nice and kind). For now. Eheh!! >: ]

Till then, Goodbye !! ^^

*signing out*

Life .

Life can be described in so many words. Fun. Boring. Lively. Dull. Exciting. Mysterious. Secretive. Quiet. Lonely. Problematic. Miserable. Happy. etc. We choose what we want. Good or bad. Positive or negative. We decide it for ourselves.

But sometimes, we choose to be stubborn and stick to what we think is right. Sometimes we choose to do something only we think is funny. Sometimes we choose to just go with the flow. But, by doing so , we can hurt someone's feelings and not even realise it. By the time someone else tells us about it or we finally figured it out, it'll be too late to mend a friend's broken heart which may lead to us having one good friend lost forever. If we're lucky, that person may choose to forgive and forget but our relationship won't be as close and fun as before.

Think before we act. Think of all the possible conseqeunces and effects. Decide whether it is worth it. Look at it from a different angle. A bigger picture. Because if we don't, we may do something we might just regret in the future.

Learn from mistakes and remember to not repeat it again.

Now that it has passed me by, I've realised my mistake. I didn't think things through before agreeing to do so. Yes, it was to help my best friend. But the outcome of it. Is not pretty at all. I have caused someone's feelings to be hurt. And though that person says that it is fine. Things are just not the same anymore. I now realise how important that person was to me. But its too late now. I can't turn back the time and undo what i've done. Lost a good and important friend but what can i do but to learn to live with it.

Almost Two Weeks Of Hell ! !

Well, the Young Choral Academy Youth Chamber Choir (YCAYCC) are flying of to Vietnam for a choir competition tomorrow morning. We're all meeting at LCCT at 6.45am !! which means i have to wake up at 4am!! >[ Basically, our schedule is PACKED with rehearsals , competition , running to places , make up , etc. We girls have to wear FAKE EYELASHES!!! It is SUCH a burden. First of all, its uncomfortable. Second of all , its annoying because its heavy and you cant blink properly.Third of all, it makes me see things unclearly.. sigh. the torture. Anywho. flying off tomorrow. Touchdown at LCCT on sunday(20th) at 10.35pm provided there's no delay.yaay!

THEN ! the very next day. 21st is the starting of my MSSS @ Pyramid. thankgod i'm playing in the evening or else i'm screwed. -.- 21st is individual event. 22nd is the doubles event and 23rd is the team event. I doubt i can get into Masters which is on the 24th as the bowlers there are superbly pro.. 0.o they scare me..

Conclusion of the day. 16th-24th march..i have NON-STOP events and activities to attend too without fail.yaay me! It'll be a miracle if i am still up and going by the 25th. Not to mention i have to go school.come home.tuition.followed by violin..followed by tuition again.. (Y) (Y)

Hopefully pictures of vietnam will be posted up in facebook. if i do have the time.
Till then



*cheers

=)

Yesterday was a BLAST !!!! school was fun...after school was fun..choir was fun.. i can say my birthday was awesome !! thanks for all the prezzies you guys.. <3>

There was MSSD @ Pyramid today. Wasn't nervous at first. But after my fourth game..BIG disappointment. >[ but at least, i still managed to defend and regain my title =D =D for the LAST time.. T.T

Next next week is going to be EXTREMELY hectic !! noooo.... 14 and 15th of march, centralized training @ pyramid for MSSS .. 16-20 march will be in Hoi An, Vietnam for choir competition .. 21-24 march is MSSS.. i sure hope i won't die..

sighs...tiring..but awesome!!

*Cheers

. . . =,(

You once gave me everything I was looking for . You were everything to me . And then you tore me apart . Leaving me with nothing but sadness and a broken heart . And yet i still am talking to you like we're good friends . But you're talking to me as if I'm a stranger to you . Who is the stupid one here ? Guess it's just me . Again . As usual .

sometimes i wonder
why i bother talking to you.
but i can't help it.
its like a drug.
tempting me all the time.
and i fall into its trap.
over and over again.

KPOP LIVE 2011 !!!

The first ever concert i watched live in the year 2011 was KPOP LIVE @ STADIUM NEGARA with karr-nn , hui nn and andrew !!! woohoo~~~ and the best part is.i had FREE TICKETS !!! xD xD ( thanks to my cousin... xoxo ) I was in the platinum zone. No chairs to sit. =( Have to stand. But it was right in front of the stage !! ahahahahahaa...awesome-ness!! People actually pay 300 over bucks to be in that zone.. 0.o Such hardcore fans.

The stadium wasn't that packed. I was prepared mentally and physically to be molested by other people. But i wasn't ! hah! In fact. There were enough room to actually move about and change positions. At 8pm sharp (first time malaysian concert start on time) some Malaysian artiste came out to perform a 2 minute long song. I think nobody knew who he was. 0.o But he was okay. Shiny clothes he wore. Weird. But it looks good on stage. Then the MCEE for the show came onto the stage. We did the wave. We screamed "wave-style" and also screamed for the fun of screaming. =D Then he threw some freebies !! but boy is he a BAD thrower!! The freebies don't even fly to the back half of the Platinum zone. -.- (that's how bad it is.seriously)

Finally !! 8.30 sharp . G.Na came on the stage!! woohoo!!! sang her hit single. followed by rihanna's take a bow and some other korean song which i don't know. Although she forgot the lyrics to "take a bow" , she was AWESOME !!!! and she even speaks english!! =D

Then came the second performers. 4Minute!! (not really a big fan of them.) They were wondeful too. They sang a few songs. And out of those few songs, I only know one of them which is "Hot Issue". 4Minute has ALOT of sexy moves. Can hear all the guys screaming. -.- Sadly they can't speak english. They had to have a translator on stage with them to give us Malaysians their message. But nevertheless.....4Minute was good!! =)

And for the big Finale !!! BEAST !!!!!!!!! *scream* They're so so so soo so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so ...................... so so so so so so so so FREAKING AWESOME !!!!!! xD xD xD xD xD Although i know i had to take care of my voice, I can't just stand there and watch !! So there I was..screaming like one of those hardcore fans..... Hah! Beast was AWESOME !!!! Their dancing. Their singing. #1 !! =D Sadly, they can't speak good english too. They too had a translator on stage with them. But oh well ! They tried speaking in English to us. Broken English. It was funny. But everyone cheered and screamed and .... yea... clapped and screamed.

The sad thing was, the concert ended so fast !!! It only lasted an hour. Sigh. After Beast finished performing , they were joined together with G.Na and 4Minute on stage to say their goodbyes. I didn't expect it to be that short. 0.o Oh well. Still had a blast !! =) Can't wait to watch more kpop concerts !! woo~~

~ Hui Nn , Karr-Nn , Me & Andrew ~

~ Beast , G.Na & 4Minute ~

~ Souvenirsss ~ =D

That's it for now..

*signing out*

2011 !! *scream*

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !! =)

2011 is now in session..and it scares the hell outta me.. =(

form5+SPM=Die.

As usual, I'm staying over at Jamie's house for the new year. Went out for dinner with her friends at Pantai Seafood. Awkward-ness..Jamie and i talked to each other 90% of the time.. Had a 9-course dinner and nobody was eating. -.- Don't ask me why, but yea. We had to pack back most of the food. After dinner, Jamie's friends were suppose to come over then countdown together(either in the house or go somewhere and countdown), BUT we got ditched. =(

We ended up going to Sunway Giza with Nick and his girl for a 'syiok sendiri' countdown. We drove there, parked car, walked up, stone. *5mins later* 5 ! 4! *pause* 4! 3! 2! 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!! Then we walked back down to go home(to avoid the jam). As we were walking down, 7 !! 6!! 5!! 4!! 3!! 2!! 1!! HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!! what the hell !!?? -.- We rushed out hoping we would have enough time to see the fireworks from Curve. The minute we turned out from the exit, JAM!!!! Obviously we didn't get to see any fireworks. We just managed to HEAR them *boom*-ing away. Sigh. Then Nick decided to give us a "Happy New Year FART" !!!! -_____- How awesome is that?? Anywho.......we spent about an hour or a little more on the road trying to get home. Since it was so jam, Jamie and I called some people to wish them Happy New Year. Then, Ian called me. We talked for a while. Then I passed the phone to Jamie to to talk to him and the first thing she shouted into the phone was 'DIAO NI LA!!' LOL!!!!!!!! (She thought it was the friend who ditched us on the phone) Burst out laughing like mad. xD Well, throughout the whole trip, I think that was the BEST part of the new year. =D

Reached home and I've been watching tv since then, till now. ugh. How boring.. -.- Everyone in Jamie's house is asleep. Except me of course. Well, 2 more days till school reopens. Damn. I've never felt so moodless in my entire life before. Till then, thy art waiting for thou's call.since you forbid me to sleep. >.<

To a certain you :

I may not be in position to say this, but from what i can see, what you did is not really rational. You promised to celebrate new year and countdown with us. And i was hoping to celebrate New Year and also our one year anniversary of friendship too. Turns out to be a failure cause you decided to go somewhere else because of she invited. But oh well, what's done is done, right?

*signing out*