. . . =,(

You once gave me everything I was looking for . You were everything to me . And then you tore me apart . Leaving me with nothing but sadness and a broken heart . And yet i still am talking to you like we're good friends . But you're talking to me as if I'm a stranger to you . Who is the stupid one here ? Guess it's just me . Again . As usual .

sometimes i wonder
why i bother talking to you.
but i can't help it.
its like a drug.
tempting me all the time.
and i fall into its trap.
over and over again.

KPOP LIVE 2011 !!!

The first ever concert i watched live in the year 2011 was KPOP LIVE @ STADIUM NEGARA with karr-nn , hui nn and andrew !!! woohoo~~~ and the best part is.i had FREE TICKETS !!! xD xD ( thanks to my cousin... xoxo ) I was in the platinum zone. No chairs to sit. =( Have to stand. But it was right in front of the stage !! ahahahahahaa...awesome-ness!! People actually pay 300 over bucks to be in that zone.. 0.o Such hardcore fans.

The stadium wasn't that packed. I was prepared mentally and physically to be molested by other people. But i wasn't ! hah! In fact. There were enough room to actually move about and change positions. At 8pm sharp (first time malaysian concert start on time) some Malaysian artiste came out to perform a 2 minute long song. I think nobody knew who he was. 0.o But he was okay. Shiny clothes he wore. Weird. But it looks good on stage. Then the MCEE for the show came onto the stage. We did the wave. We screamed "wave-style" and also screamed for the fun of screaming. =D Then he threw some freebies !! but boy is he a BAD thrower!! The freebies don't even fly to the back half of the Platinum zone. -.- (that's how bad it is.seriously)

Finally !! 8.30 sharp . G.Na came on the stage!! woohoo!!! sang her hit single. followed by rihanna's take a bow and some other korean song which i don't know. Although she forgot the lyrics to "take a bow" , she was AWESOME !!!! and she even speaks english!! =D

Then came the second performers. 4Minute!! (not really a big fan of them.) They were wondeful too. They sang a few songs. And out of those few songs, I only know one of them which is "Hot Issue". 4Minute has ALOT of sexy moves. Can hear all the guys screaming. -.- Sadly they can't speak english. They had to have a translator on stage with them to give us Malaysians their message. But nevertheless.....4Minute was good!! =)

And for the big Finale !!! BEAST !!!!!!!!! *scream* They're so so so soo so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so ...................... so so so so so so so so FREAKING AWESOME !!!!!! xD xD xD xD xD Although i know i had to take care of my voice, I can't just stand there and watch !! So there I was..screaming like one of those hardcore fans..... Hah! Beast was AWESOME !!!! Their dancing. Their singing. #1 !! =D Sadly, they can't speak good english too. They too had a translator on stage with them. But oh well ! They tried speaking in English to us. Broken English. It was funny. But everyone cheered and screamed and .... yea... clapped and screamed.

The sad thing was, the concert ended so fast !!! It only lasted an hour. Sigh. After Beast finished performing , they were joined together with G.Na and 4Minute on stage to say their goodbyes. I didn't expect it to be that short. 0.o Oh well. Still had a blast !! =) Can't wait to watch more kpop concerts !! woo~~

~ Hui Nn , Karr-Nn , Me & Andrew ~

~ Beast , G.Na & 4Minute ~

~ Souvenirsss ~ =D

That's it for now..

*signing out*

2011 !! *scream*

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !! =)

2011 is now in session..and it scares the hell outta me.. =(

form5+SPM=Die.

As usual, I'm staying over at Jamie's house for the new year. Went out for dinner with her friends at Pantai Seafood. Awkward-ness..Jamie and i talked to each other 90% of the time.. Had a 9-course dinner and nobody was eating. -.- Don't ask me why, but yea. We had to pack back most of the food. After dinner, Jamie's friends were suppose to come over then countdown together(either in the house or go somewhere and countdown), BUT we got ditched. =(

We ended up going to Sunway Giza with Nick and his girl for a 'syiok sendiri' countdown. We drove there, parked car, walked up, stone. *5mins later* 5 ! 4! *pause* 4! 3! 2! 1! HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!! Then we walked back down to go home(to avoid the jam). As we were walking down, 7 !! 6!! 5!! 4!! 3!! 2!! 1!! HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!! what the hell !!?? -.- We rushed out hoping we would have enough time to see the fireworks from Curve. The minute we turned out from the exit, JAM!!!! Obviously we didn't get to see any fireworks. We just managed to HEAR them *boom*-ing away. Sigh. Then Nick decided to give us a "Happy New Year FART" !!!! -_____- How awesome is that?? Anywho.......we spent about an hour or a little more on the road trying to get home. Since it was so jam, Jamie and I called some people to wish them Happy New Year. Then, Ian called me. We talked for a while. Then I passed the phone to Jamie to to talk to him and the first thing she shouted into the phone was 'DIAO NI LA!!' LOL!!!!!!!! (She thought it was the friend who ditched us on the phone) Burst out laughing like mad. xD Well, throughout the whole trip, I think that was the BEST part of the new year. =D

Reached home and I've been watching tv since then, till now. ugh. How boring.. -.- Everyone in Jamie's house is asleep. Except me of course. Well, 2 more days till school reopens. Damn. I've never felt so moodless in my entire life before. Till then, thy art waiting for thou's call.since you forbid me to sleep. >.<

To a certain you :

I may not be in position to say this, but from what i can see, what you did is not really rational. You promised to celebrate new year and countdown with us. And i was hoping to celebrate New Year and also our one year anniversary of friendship too. Turns out to be a failure cause you decided to go somewhere else because of she invited. But oh well, what's done is done, right?

*signing out*