Merry X'Mas !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!! =)

17-19 December

There was Candlelight Christmas @ KLPac . Gosh how i miss those moments.. Although the rehearsals were tiring due to the travelling adn also the hours spent to rehearse for the show, I don't regret it at all. Sigh. My first ever debut performance was @ KLPac !! WAAHOO !! Got flowers too. xD
And this was where i saw you. =) The first time you caught my eye was during the first ever combined rehearsal of choir and orchestra. Little did i know that everytime i saw you, you made my heart beat faster and faster aas the time goes by. sigh. But of course i know. It's just me being my stupid naive self again. I've never did anything like that before. You're the only one who managed to make me go red all over !! (But of course, with friends there..it just makes things much more embarrassing and worse.) And my heart actually seriously skipped a beat when i saw my notifications on christmas eve when you tagged me in that link. Even Andrew was shocked that you tagged both of us in it!! But then again. This WILL be another heartbreaking situation for me. Not now..but later on. That's for sure. I'm used to it already I guess. I always want what i can't get. Fragile little heart of mine. How much longer can you alst?? oh well~

~you're my inspiration to do well in violin.

Me Flowerrsss.. =D

School is starting soon. OH NO!!!! Form5. =( SPM. T.T sighs..

But before that, since it is Christmas and my bro had a gig at Grand Millennium Hotel, I went to Pavillion with Jamie to look see around. We then decided to re-live our childhood and carry helium balloons we took from the lobby lounge in the hotel and wear headbands which we bought from pavillion!! =) It was AWESOME !! and no.its not lifeless or lame or whatever you think it is. Tis' the season to be jolly. =DD

TADAA~ reindeer & halo with wings . =D

Well, that's it for now. Cheerios~

*signing out*

It's Finally December . . .

SIGH...how fast time flies...before we kow it..we're saying

'goodbye 2010 hello 2011'

so many things have passed by..how i wish i could re-live it..but then again...i dont want to go through the bitterness of my life for the second time..going through it once is already hell. sigh.

Quick recap of 2010.
1. school
2.tuitions
3.music classes
4.exams
5.dance classes
6.performances
7.rehearsals
and that is how i spent 90% of the whole year of 2010..

END-OF-YEAR-HOLIDAY

Since school holidays started..till this day(07.12.2010) i have NOT gone out even ONCE with any of my school friends for a movie..or lunch..or just to hang..sigh..instead..im packed with TUITIONS(can you believe it?? -.-) , music classses , rehearsals , performances , and music exam.

curretly in spore..and i cant enjoy my holiday here cos i have to watch what i eat and not scream.the original plan was for me to go universal studio..but noooooo.....i have to come back one day EARLIER because i have music exam on the 8th..ugh..plane touches down in subang at bout midnight(if there's no delay) . go home.bath.sleep.morning wake up.go to the music academy for warm up and a run through of the programme for my exam.eat lunch.and off to puchong i go for my exam.come home.at night.rehearsal for christmas production. *clap*

fun thing and good thing bout coming to spore is i get to online till i fall asleep.. =D and get to webcam with my beloved Morty..
and after almost two years of losing contact with mr.shaun..we finally met up !! haha..either i shrunk..or he grew taller.. -.- also went shopping with mummy...REALLY SHOP TILL DROP !! xD bought books , clothes and boots !! i finally have boots !!! yaay !! but i look weird if i wear it in msia.. -.- darn it!!! but oh well !! the taxi drivers here are SO COOL !!!!! old man driving at over 100km/h wearing sunglasses..haha!! and there are MERCEDES TAXIS !!!! omfg !!! something i will NEVER see in msia..everywhere i go..i see audi cars..bmw..lamborghini !!! sigh...i envy singaporeans.

for the whole end of year holiday..i'm only officially FREE(from rehearsals and performances ONLY) on the 20th of december.. -.- even then..i still HAVE tuitions and music classes...so much for a holiday huh..???

A message to Y.O.U.
Thanks for everything you did for/with me. i really appreciate it.you make me smile no matter what.and you know how to make me laugh.even when i'm down.you'll be in my heart.forever and always.


*signing out*

Heartbroken . .

Getting played by the one person i thought would never hurt me... how awesome is that... -.-
Were you even going to tell me??or you just came out front cos i asked you..how could you even stand yourself knowing what you did??have you no heart??
i thought you were different from the others..i really thought that you were the one that i could last long with (if we were ever together).. but still..that doesn't give you an excuse to do what you did..
Unintentional you say......dont talk nonsense pls..everything happens for a reason..
Sorry doesn't change anything..no matter how many times you say it..what is happening now wouldn't change..

Being played doesn't hurt me....you lying to me hurts me the most..sigh..i could've done the very same thing to you..but i didn't..cos you were always top in my heart....i guess i was just stupid to hold on to my heart..thinking that i would be a happy person with you.. -.- so stupid of me..

I dont hate you..but i dont know how to face you now..i still like you although my feelings for you have now gone down....and ppl will say im stupid for still liking you even after wat you did to me..

oh well..wat's done is done....i hope you're happy with her...

heartbroken

Song Of The Month . .

Rihanna - Take A Bow


Oh, how about a round of applause?
Yeah, standing ovation? Ooh, oh yeah
Yeah y-yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
Youre so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Dont tell me youre sorry 'cause youre not
And baby when I know youre only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now its time to go, curtains finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But its over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You better hurry up before the sprinklers come on
Talking? 'bout, Girl, I love you," "Youre the one"
This just looks like a rerun
Please, what else is on?

Dont tell me youre sorry 'cause youre not
And baby when I know youre only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
But now its time to go, curtains finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But its over now
Go on and take a bow

Oh, and the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech out

How about a round of applause?
A standing ovation?

But you put on quite a show, really had me going
Now its time to go, curtains finally closing
That was quite a show, very entertaining
But its over now
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

Fun Fun Fun !!

Was home alone on the 25th of july...wee~
no dance class. no choir. so i went out .. =D

Everything was confirmed on saturday night..thought it would be awkward going out then..was bracing myself for whatever that might happen the next day.. >.< Sunday Morning :
Dad woke me up at 9.25 as he left for work...texted you only to find that you just woke up too !! byt the time all was ready.it was about 12.30 ???? when you reached my guard house and i walked out to meet you. surprisingly it wasn't that awkward as you did most of the talking..(i admit i am antisocial..sorry)walked to taman bahagia.took lrt to kelana jaya to wait for bus. waited for so long!!!but it was fun in the process...except for you annoying me...haha..kinda got to know you a bit more??(i think) and you got to listen to the whole story which had a lot of T.B.C. (to be continued)..haha..finally at about 1 plus..the bus came and free air cond !!!! watched tom and jerry on the way to 1 utama and talked a bit..and you were so fascinated bout my red and white shoe lace.. -.- haha..

Reached there about 2 plus??went to the cinema to buy tickets...and there we saw your friends...i felt so very awkward. >.< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">MANDARIN !! thank god i understood what he said.. *phew* lucky for us your friends were like halfway through the queue so we didn't have to wait long..bought tickets for sorcerer's apprentice..sadly the time for despicable me wasn't good.. =( couldn't watch it..went walking around for a while to kill time before the show started...went to mph!! so many books!!!! and you went around...showing me 'words' to describe yourself..and me... -.- lol..

Movie time !!!! the show was ok...quite funny....i still remember the part where you got shocked.haha...that was really funny..xD xD xD

Movie ended..went to eat at The Jetty...i've never been there before....your tom yam fried rice was yummy!!and you ate so fast.. -.- my prawn mee hoon on the other hand..was so darn spicy !! almost cried eating it.. -.-

After that..went to the arcade..wee~ been a LONG time since i've been up there...wah..there was a guy playing house of dead 4..DAMN FRIGGIN AWESOMELY PRO !!!!! one person use 2 guns to shoot...damn syiok !!

After that...the outing was over....my daddy came..and we went our separate ways..but i really did enjoy my time there..i had loads of fun.. =D

~~Thanks for paying the lrt and bus fare..plus the movie ticket for me.. =)

i still can recall everything that happened..
from the moment we met at the guard house..
i can even remember what you wore on that day...
hah~
weird....

Shall We Dance 5th Anniversary . . .

Today was Shall We Dance 5th Anniversary....it was held at Hee Lai Ton Restaurant in Puchong . Me , Su Hsien , Kum Fong , Kevin Chew . Yin Ling , Michelle Yeoh , Pei Hsien , Melanie and Yi Wen(i think that's how her name is spelt) have been practicing the dance routine for....bout 3 months????4 months?????

[ l-r from top : kum fong.kevin.deborah.su hsien.pei hsien.kido(teacher).
yin ling.michelle.yi wen.melanie. ]

It was our first time performing...Big disappointment though.....at the end of the song..we were 8 counts late!!! =( din get to the last 8 steps plus the pose....sigh...but overall...i guess it was ok la..

The MCEE was HORRIBLE !!!!!!!!! i am now officially deaf..in both ears....she's already using a mike. and her voice is so shrieky and high. and she SHOUTS into the mike !! oh my god.....and....she's like the worst mcee ever!!! my mum says she's so childish..haha..at least she's got the looks..thank god after the first half of the whole event...the mcee changed to a guy...*phew*

Ascendancy is FRIGGIN AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!! and obviously..they won the award for the best performance..(you guys can see their video in facebook..but there's a cameraman who walked into my view..twice..so pls just ignore that..) if only our group were almost par to them.. =( but then again..if we were...we would be entering competitions..hah!

That's all for now..till the next post................


*Cheers

Well......i haven't been updating my blog for a VERY long time now as you can see....after the last post i posted till today..i didn't use the computer at all...i don't know why.but yea..

Nothing much has been happening i guess...life is like usual...ups and downs..then i was being stupid again....like what happened in the end of form two...

But one thing for sure........is

WORLD CUP WAS A BIG DISAPPOINTMENT !!!!

brazil and argentina !!! what happened to you guys wei.....omg.... =,(
but i'm happy spain beat germany... SERVES YOU RIGHT !! you ppl trashed argentina...my poor messi..sob..

Besides that..........uhm...life is boring.....oh well...*blank*

k bye ppl !!!


*Cheers

Song Of The Month . .

We'll Be A Dream by We The Kings feat. Demi Lovato

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Do you remember the nights
We made our way dreaming
Hoping of being
Someone big
We were so young then
We were too crazy
In love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa
Whoa whoa


When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be


When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

Holiday !!!!!!!!!!!

EXAMS ARE OVER AND ITS TIME TO PARTY !!!!!!!!!! LETS BOOGIE~~~~~~

finally..after two whole weeks of torture...no more stress....no more exams..no more cracking heads..no more no more no more!!!!! and i finally can go online once more..wee~

wong is at camp.. =( my phone is like dead silent...sigh....faster come back from camp!!!! =(

so many things has passed and i dont think can remember everything.... 0.o life is miserable..as usual.......i dont know why i waste my time wit "ppl" who dont really care bout what i feel...either they dont care..or they dont show..or or....ugh...forget it....i just dont know why i bother tolerating..can someone tell me how to reply msges like " haha..yup" or " haha lol" or "erm ok" ??i get damn annoyed everytime i see msges like that..especially when it comes from important people. . hmm...maybe i'm just in denial....yea...maybe that's the answer for everything...

anyway................i love dance class !!!! although its getting harder and harder...the moves are SO COOL !!!!! right wong??haha..got performance soon.....talking bout performance.....july got more performances...sigh.....with choralthon coming up.....so lazy to perform.....this year's choral fest was boring !!!! wasted my time going..thought it would be fun... =( so many new helpers..i dont know them...thank god christina and kevinder were still there....at least can talk to them...there was like ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do...i go there..sit here..sit there..walk abit...sit again....then go home!! -.- how wonderful..oh well..at least i made a new friend , Irvinne.. =) nice philipino dude..and camwhored with christina cos we were like SO bored...kl pac has great sceneries.. =D

Irvinne.... and Kevinder.. =)

such nice ppl... =) i miss them.... =(

holidays are supposed to be fun.....right?? then why is it that i feel so bored and moodless?? sigh......couldn't wait to go out...but now...the feeling is like.. "oh..tomorrow got outing...hmm...right..ok.." sigh..there's like no enthusiasm at all.......... -.-

anywho......I GOT THE COMPLETE SEASON ONE OF VAMPIRE DIARIES !!!!!! wee~~~~~~~ love love love stefan !!! he's so the awesome....i only like damon's eyes....you wanna borrow it hearn????be nice to me..haha..xD

talking bout hearn....we video called....but i couldn't see him cos god-knows-what-happened to his webcam....so i hear him tlak..and he sees me.....but he's too shy to say anything...and i wonder why................and he says that nodding your head while listening to songs is bad...apparently..it will become a bad habit...and HE claims that i met a guy..who looks like stefan........which is him !!!
*and he is currently 'chanting'...i have no idea what he is reading....i htink its his business textbook...0.o

god i'm bored....kill me someone.. =____________________= "


*Cheers

Random.

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!!!!

HI DEBORAH CHAN MEI MEI MEI MEI HAR!!!! =)

I AM HERE TO SPAM YOUR PROFILE ONCE AGAIN! =)

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME! xD

YOU DON'T NEED TO TELL ME! I CAN FEEL IT! :P

Kum Fong : MY NAME IS WONG,AND YOU'LL DO WHAT I SAY,

WOOP WOOP!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Deborah : MY NAME IS CHAN,AND YOU'LL DO WHAT I SAY,WOOP WOPP!!!!!

Kum Fong & Deborah : No no no no. no no no no.Nooooooo!!!!

Nooooo Noooo No! Hahahaha! =)